He didn’t call.
She was at home, cooking. The elk meat was tender and fresh--her kill, that she’d skinned and cleaned with her brother--and as much as she hated to cook it, she wanted to share a meal with him.
Her father called and told her he hadn’t come in to work.
She called his house. She called his cell phone.
He didn’t answer.
There was a thin coating of ice in her stomach as she went to his place. She didn’t have a key yet, but it wasn’t hard to kick the door in.
He was gone. There was nothing of him there. She could feel it deep in her bones. He was gone. He was
gone.
The loss hit hardest. Pushed aside the anger and murderous rage. There wasn’t room for it, just for pain. Her insides felt scooped out. She was a hollow shell, moving through the apartment, then leaving it.
She left her car. She walked all the way home.
Her dogs greeted her anxiously at the door, hours later, but she barely saw them. She was barely even aware of where she was going. She walked through her house--straight through her house, through the living room,, through the scents of cooked meat and tomatoes and spices in the kitchen, through the laundry room, out the backdoor and into the yard.
And she began to run.
If she could run fast enough, and hard enough, she could leave the hurt and the hollowness behind. She could find that anger again, the murderous rage--she could DO something about it, and not just feel lost and empty.
She ran to leave her heart behind. And eventually, that’s just what she did.
She didn’t realize what was happening when the change began, just that she felt lighter. And smaller. Like the world was growing, somehow. She began to run even faster--and how, she couldn’t imagine, when she was already so fast…
And then it hit her.
Four legs.
Four legs were faster than two.
She left Cadence Walker behind. And a wolf, a wolf with steel-colored eyes and deep black fur ran through the forests in her place.